I have tried many ways to get life to make sense:

* working for companies, starting companies, working for charities

* being in a disciplined spiritual group, being in a less disiciplined but more alive spiritual group, following my own path

* living with lots of people, living on my own

* living in the city, living in the suburbs, living in the country

* living in the UK, South Africa, Canada and the USA

* living within "The System", fighting "The System", ignoring "The System"

It now seems to me that the answers are not to be found in someone else's system, but that I need a new way of living for which there is no current pattern - but many possibilities.

My aim for this site is to find a way through all of this and to document it - and to find other people who want to work together on aspects of this.